Saturday, February 27, 2010

a week back in college was just a waste of time,classes cancelled every minute,tuitions was pushed back due to the responsibilty attending peer group counselling(pgc),and now its nearly the end of february?when i think back,i feel like i have done nothing worthless all february?it's creeping towards march and i'm really despising fesni and feskott!please don't force people if they don't want to!but then,i should give it a go and try to be as nice as possible to these to extravaganza festivals,but still,the coming pre As and As are still my priority.I'm not going to abandon them due to fulfilling the needs of these festivals.i really hope i do well.anyway,the not-so-productive-week ended superbly with having to meet the sisters from trisakti universitas in indonesia,one of these sisters was a former ktt student and she was actually studying as a poland bound student,but somehow,there were some complications and she ended in indonesia,nevertheless she loves being in indonesia,but it really showed that,we definitely have to plan and stuffs but the one determining is no other than Allah the AlMighty.we showed around ktt since she was so eager to reminisce her memories back then and while walking we shared stories about ktt and the other sisters(since she wasn't the only one to come,there were three more)shared about life in trisakti,how they had to really save money due to the high living cost there and their indonesian accent was fluent and we gaped in awe when they spoke indonesian.there were words like 'lambung' which meant stomach and we giggled a lot when we knew the meaning because it was super funny.then we went to the malay cafe to buy dinner and returned to ilani's apartment,they were going to spend the night there.we did some taa'ruf with harisah and her housmates and anis came,since harisah's housemates were indonesian bound,they were super busy and we rarely get to meet them,ann and faramie but we got to know them that night and we had super fun because they were really some crazy heads like us too!some times later,baby and sakinah,adie's housemate joined and we really got to know a lot of the 1-year student thoroughly,they were really cool and fun,but due to time constrain they had to act all serius and study 24/7.may they pass a levels examination with a relief.


later towards the night,i had to make a move since i had my own usrah planned with my own group who were all jpa and took dentristry,they were all india-bound too and they were really far from my stairs which is stairs 7 and them in stairs 2.so i spent a night in 2-2-a3,that was rain's apartment and had usrah with miza,yan,laila,rain and mimi joined us too,we discussed about shahadatul haq-which is basically about the first duty out of the five duties incumbent on every muslim.shahadah (profession of faith) or shahdatul haq -literally means to be the witness of the truth,whereby here,we,as muslims recite the shahadah to witness there is no god but god ,and rasulullah is the messenger of Allah.

أشهد أن لا إله إلاَّ الله و أشهد أن محمدا رسول الله


and the issue in our discussion was that,by reciting the shahadah,we actually are strengthening our 'aqad or tie with Allah.and when the worlds come to an end and we reach the moment where we know our fate to either  be dumped in to hell or to be brought to paradise.at that time too.if we worship allah and do good deeds,inshaAllah in no time we are brought to paradise,but if we don't worship Allah nor obey his rules,we are definitely doomed and are shoved to hell.but,unfortunately there will be some of us who will answer to Allah,that we didn't obey him because we never heard of Him before and we never even came across islam during all our life,so at that time,that group of people won't either enter paradise nor hell,but do we want that to happen?of course not!everyone will want to enter paradise right!so all in all,lets spread this shahdatul haq,so things like above won't happen.we don't want human's preach to overcome allah's preach.so to ensure that happens,We are the one responsible to spread islam to the ENTIRE world and not let one single human being left out.

وعن عمر -رضي الله عنه- أيضا قال: بينما نحن جلوس عند رسول الله -صلى الله عليه وسلم- ذات يوم، إذ طلع علينا رجل شديد بياض الثياب، شديد سواد الشعر، لا يرى عليه أثر السفر، ولا يعرفه منا أحد حتى جلس إلى النبي -صلى الله عليه وسلم- فأسند ركبتيه إلى ركبتيه، ووضع كفيه على فخذيه. فقال: يا محمد أخبرني عن الإسلام، قال: الإسلام أن تشهد أن لا إله إلا الله وأن محمدا رسول الله، وتقيم الصلاة، وتؤتي الزكاة، وتصوم رمضان، وتحج البيت إن استطعت إليه سبيلا. قال: صدقت، فعجبنا له يسأله ويصدقه! فقال: فأخبرني عن الإيمان، قال: أن تؤمن بالله، وملائكته، وكتبه، ورسله، واليوم الآخر، وتؤمن بالقدر خيره وشره. قال: صدقت. قال: فأخبرني عن الإحسان، قال: أن تعبد الله كأنك تراه، فإن لم تكن تراه فإنه يراك. قال: فأخبرني عن الساعة، قال: ما المسئول عنها بأعلم من السائل. قال: فأخبرني عن أماراتها، قال: أن تلد الأمة ربتها، وأن ترى الحفاة العراة العالة رعاء الشاة يتطاولون في البنيان. ثم انطلق فلبثت مليًّا، ثم قال: يا عمر أتدري من السائل؟ قلت: الله ورسوله أعلم، قال: هذا جبريل أتاكم يعلمكم دينكم رواه مسلم.







Also on the authority of 'Umar, radiyallahu 'anhu, who said: "While we were one day sitting with the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, there appeared before us a man dressed in extremely white clothes and with very black hair. No traces of journeying were visible on him, and none of us knew him. He sat down close by the Prophet, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, rested his knee against his thighs, and said, O Muhammad! Inform me about Islam." Said the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, "Islam is that you should testify that there is no deity save Allah and that Muhammad is His Messenger, that you should performsalah (ritual prayer), pay the zakah, fast during Ramadan, and perform Hajj (pilgrimage) to the House (the Ka'bah at Makkah), if you can find a way to it (or find the means for making the journey to it)." Said he (the man), "You have spoken truly." We were astonished at his thus questioning him and telling him that he was right, but he went on to say, "Inform me about iman (faith)." He (the Messenger of Allah) answered, "It is that you believe in Allah and His angels and His Books and His Messengers and in the Last Day, and in fate (qadar), both in its good and in its evil aspects." He said, "You have spoken truly." Then he (the man) said, "Inform me about Ihsan." He (the Messenger of Allah) answered, " It is that you should serve Allah as though you could see Him, for though you cannot see Him yet He sees you." He said, "Inform me about the Hour." He (the Messenger of Allah) said, "About that the one questioned knows no more than the questioner." So he said, "Well, inform me about the signs thereof (i.e. of its coming)." Said he, "They are that the slave-girl will give birth to her mistress, that you will see the barefooted ones, the naked, the destitute, the herdsmen of the sheep (competing with each other) in raising lofty buildings." Thereupon the man went off. I waited a while, and then he (the Messenger of Allah) said, "O 'Umar, do you know who that questioner was?" I replied, "Allah and His Messenger know better." He said, "That was Jibril. He came to teach you your religion."
[Muslim]

we ended the discussion with some overviews from them and then we had a fiesta!onie was preparing a late night snack of shells but the amount of talking exceeded the amount of eting,since i was new in that group,i got to know a lot about them,majority was from all4 and there were some form all5.they were really easy going and we chatted till late night and still we continued chatting.it was so late and everything was so quiet and creepy,i decided to overnight at mimi's apartment.it was until the next morning,that i got to know regarding najwa ns ,where she always return to her home in subang via ktm,and miza to klang via ktm too,so despite our long destination,we won't feel lonely since we could chat among ourselves.and that was what definitely did!i really enjoyed the trip and chats with you guys!so i reached home,but my journey didn't end yet,i tagged along with my ummi to jusco bukit raja,where my mum had to service the car and i still had to buy presents to ahmad,so me and my mum spent some mother -daughter quality time together and bought quite a lot for ahmad!haish....he's really spoiled due to being the only boy in the family.we returned home and celebrated his so called belated birthday with a cake and on top of it was a hot wheels car icing!i'm glad he enjoyed every moment.i know i did!i'll post the pictures soon,along with his friends.i think thats about it for now.





the apology was accepted.





Sunday, February 21, 2010

wondering in wonderland

i badly wanted to go out.so after a week lagging,at last yesterday una my little sis and me finally reached the mines.having virtual tour guides,shakira and jawahir,we reached there without any doubt nor hesitation.taking the KTM from shah alam to serdang,we walked,followed a couple who i assumed were going there to(and fortunately i was correct) and in no time we were inside the mines.the moment we put our foot in that gigantic mall,the first thing we did was seeking a place selling ramen.well,getting addicted with korean movies made us eager to try this particular food that korean people eat.ramen is similar to yee mee,but slightly larger.we decided to park ourself at mr raymen's and ordered lunch,i ordered tomyam seafood ramen and it was jolly scrumptious!

i couldn't remember my sisters meal because the name was super weird, but she really got herself tucked in it.
with a happy tummy and full of ramen,we decided to shop till we dropped.the first place we went were reject shop.and OMG the sales were ongoing and the price were ka-boomly cheap and when it goes to shopping i'm really the choosy one but this time everything were so cheap and i couldn't help myself by taking everything.well not entirely the whole outlet!there was also this group who were performing for the CNY celebrations and i had time to record a few of their tricks and they were stunningly adorable!




(you need to slant your head a little to the side)




well after that we performed zuhur and we carried on adventuring the whole mall.we entered a bookstore which was fascinating with a chandelier in the middle,the place was like a grand library.and then i went to some kiosks and searched for some slippers.i did get one with rm15 and couldn't stop smiling.well call it satisfaction.and we returned home right after we performed asar.i still couldn't forget i misguided these girls by showing the wrong direction to the prayer room,she was asking directions and at that time i was busy fondling with a bear at a kiosk,so confidently and trying to be brief i showed her the direction,they said thank you and were off.a few minutes later,una tugged my t-shirt and said that  had wrongly shown them!OMG why didn't she tell me JUST now! i was a little pissed off but being optimist i tried calming myself and bearing in mind that hey will meet the prayer room eventually.to burden me with more guilt,we were heading towards the prayer room ourself and so i put high hopes to meet them there and apologize,but unfortunately they didn't turn up.i was totally in a guilty mood but una tried to cheer me up and think positively.so we headed home and caught the train.it was stuffed but then again,its KTM so its nothing surprising.we reached home pretty late and it was nearly dusk but i definitely enjoyed the day!


moving on......
tomorrow i have to head back to KTT,and it means i have to be a geek back.-_-.and also,i'm wondering how the celebration for CNY at college will be like,the fellas were practicing thoroughly since before holidays,can't wait for them to perform.LOL


Saturday, February 20, 2010

hop hop and away

where am i off to now?

the full version of the prophet's last sermon

This is last sermon of the Prophet Muhammad (p.b.u.h);


"O People, lend me an attentive ear, for I know not whether after this year, I shall ever be amongst you again. Therefore listen to what I am saying to you very carefully and take these words to those who could not be present here today.
O People, just as you regard this month, this day, this city as Sacred, so regard the life and property of every Muslim as a sacred trust. Return the goods entrusted to you to their rightful owners. Hurt no one so that no one may hurt you. Remember that you will indeed meet your LORD, and that HE will indeed reckon your deeds. ALLAH has forbidden you to take usury (interest), therefore all interest obligation shall henceforth be waived. Your capital, however, is yours to keep. You will neither inflict nor suffer any inequity. Allah has Judged that there shall be no interest and that all the interest due to Abbas ibn 'Abd'al Muttalib (Prophet's uncle) shall henceforth be waived...
Beware of Satan, for the safety of your religion. He has lost all hope that he will ever be able to lead you astray in big things, so beware of following him in small things.
O People, it is true that you have certain rights with regard to your women, but they also have rights over you. Remember that you have taken them as your wives only under Allah's trust and with His permission. If they abide by your right then to them belongs the right to be fed and clothed in kindness. Do treat your women well and be kind to them for they are your partners and committed helpers. And it is your right that they do not make friends with any one of whom you do not approve, as well as never to be unchaste.
O People, listen to me in earnest, worship ALLAH, say your five daily prayers (Salah), fast during the month of Ramadan, and give your wealth in Zakat. Perform Hajj if you can afford to.
All mankind is from Adam and Eve, an Arab has no superiority over a non-Arab nor a non-Arab has any superiority over an Arab; also a white has no superiority over black nor a black has any superiority over white except by piety and good action. Learn that every Muslim is a brother to every Muslim and that the Muslims constitute one brotherhood. Nothing shall be legitimate to a Muslim which belongs to a fellow Muslim unless it was given freely and willingly. Do not, therefore, do injustice to yourselves.
Remember, one day you will appear before ALLAH and answer your deeds. So beware, do not stray from the path of righteousness after I am gone.
O People, n prophet or apostle will come after me and non new faith will be born. Reason well, therefore, O People, and understand words which I convey to you. I leave behind me two things, the Quran and my example, the sunnah and if you follow these you will never go astray.
All those who listen to me shall pass on my words to others and those to others again; and may the last ones understand my words better than those who listen to me directly. Be my witness, O ALLAH, that I have conveyed your message to your people".

copied from my college mate, so all credits to her folks~ najwa farhah  

Friday, February 19, 2010

thanks athina for tagging

i guess this will continually be the title for those who tag me...anyway,here it goes
bismillahirrahmnirrahim


Hee.. Pelaksanaan tag ini mudah saja. Tiada soalan yang perlu dijawab, cuma praktiskan kemahiran copy dan paste anda=)

Merujuk kepada entry saya sebelumnya yang di bawah, copy khutbah terakhir Rasulullah S.A.W dan terbitkan di blog. Moga pesanan baginda dalam rangkap terakhir tersebut terlaksana (^_^)~

Hendaklah orang-orang yang mendengar ucapanku,menyampaikan pula kepada orang lain. Semoga yang terakhir lebih memahami kata-kataku dari mereka yang terus mendengar dariku. Saksikanlah ya ALLAH, bahawasanya telah aku sampaikan”
(Rasulullah S.A.W)

and again this reminds me i haven't posted my entry on shahadatul haq,it will be coming as soon as possible.

so for those out there reading this,this isn't just about tagging,it's about us being da'ie or the chosen one.it is our responsibility to spread islam,so lets continue and spread this post all over the world.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

bob the builder can you fix it!

my atok is what one calls,bob the builder.he just can't see something out of place or broken,he'll fix it and mend it till it functions back.now,once he went to our home in shah alam,and he was looking around when he spotted a drawer full of unused handphones.now,don't misunderstand,it wasn't put their just for fun,all the phones were broken.there were nearly five of them.so,he decided to take this LG flip which was used during 2007,which was a long time ago and tried to fix it.The next thing we know was,he was using the phone as though nothing happened!OMG!so my mum asked him how he did it,and casually he answered,"la,pegi beli bateri jela,pahtu beli charger baru" and chuckled.we laughed till our jaws ached,because all this while,we thought that something was wrong with the charger so we kept buying new ones and still the phone gave us predicaments.but the real problem was on the battery.whoah!anyway,so once it was fixed,i started fidgeting the phone and came across various pictures of us a couple of year ago.and so i'll post it here cause these pictures really made my day.










serenity lies beyond it

it was a jolly lunar celebration back in kelantan.as soon as midnight struck,you could here all sorts of fireworks or fire crackers from every part of the village.i just couldn't stop smiling,eventhough they were merely enjoying themselves not knowing that it sort of disturbed the elders sleeping,poor atok and nenek.but it did accustom that malaysia is surely a united nation,we all live under the same roof and i'm definitely proud being a malaysian.


here's some photos of my grandparents home in wakaf bharu.



Tuesday, February 16, 2010

thanks ain for tagging me~

Rules: once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 10 people to be tag.


first and foremost,thanks to ain aka itekkiut for tagging me.i've never been tagged before,nor do I know what is the main reason people tag others,yet thanks again and let me see if  i can finish it in one shot


1.I can hibernate for the whole day,wake up and not guilty to still feel sleepy,i'm one sleepy head


2.I hate cancellations of classes,call me geeky but I really do,and I don't understand why some want it badly.


3.I'm a homy person and i could bear spending the holidays stuck up at home


4.I really want to be a Genius,i'm not but i've always wanted to be one


5.I want to live in a cottage like Little Red Riding Hood and make my my own Ginger Breadman cookies


6.I once wished to have a genie and grant my wishes.


7.I am so soft hearted towards friends and totally opposite of that with my siblings(no wonder they are always pissed off with me)


8.I am a total chatterbox and I can drift someone into talking for a whole night 


9.I can just go easily to one stranger and crack up a conversation,and I know some out there just can't bear with people like me.


10.I'm a little filthy-head because I'm not that good in doing houseworks,can't blame kak ina(my maid) for that , can't I?


11.the burden just continues piling up and i so badly want to start my medicine course


12.i used to be known as Gogeh during primary school and I was matched up with Belok(my classmate),LOL you just can't help but laugh your ass out if you reminisce the old days!


13.I once heard someone talk bad about me and i cried the whole night


14.i'm not close to be called a good-girl but I 'm those who just loves attending usrah's and listening to tazkirah's


15.my current addiction is maher zain and i can't let his song Open Your Eyes out of my head


16.I'm no korean fan but I know all the latest updates,Mblaq,red soul,CN Blue and the list goes on.(thanks to ifah for shoving me with a whole list of new bands and groups)


17.I long to return to Colchester and meet up with my long lost classmates at Kendall Primary School and not to forget,Miss Abbots,how are you doing?


18.I'm not good in keeping in touch with people,that explains why I'm always having trouble to contact my fellow friends


19.In KTT,I have three homes and I'm naming it accordingly,the library,the staffrooms and 7-1-a4


20.I once did spring cleaning and I found out my old diaries,up until now i have nearly 10 diaries and when i read it back,its like rewinding an old cassette and you'll just go bonkas knowing it was you who wrote it


21.I fall for a guy easily,have major crush on him then I forget about him.(all of this is done without the other party knowing it and I've never experienced real love though,since I've never got a boyfriend)


22.I get dehydrated easily and I really wish i had humps to store the water!


23.the major record that I'm currently holding is entering NS for merely 15 days 


24.I was once a primary teacher and I really love being one.but I'm definitely determined to be a doctor,InsyaAllah


25.Ya Allah,forgive me for my whole wrong doings that i have done accidently or purposely up until now.


fuh....that was close.I was nearly close to give up this tag thingy.But Alhamdulillah,i'm done and since I don't know whether I have a lot of readers or not.but I'm tagging anyone who reads this post.You are basically the chosen one. -_-


have a nice day everyone~

Monday, February 15, 2010

the BIGgest loser

whenever i look at the scales,i get goosebumps and unwanted feelings creep inside me.i'm 18 going on 19 and still young and healthy,but at my age,my BMI is way beyond the ideal one.i guess i am overweight and that sickens me out.i hate strolling around and definitely hate exercising!i just love to EAT,and even when i'm not doing anything,i'll automatically walk to the kitchen and open the refrigerator to scavenge for anything to put in my mouth,who knows if i'm lucky enough to find a piece of chicken!i really have bad eating habits where my likes are just towards low density lipoprotein sort of food instead of going for high density lipoprotein food.so there you go,at the very instant,you'll definitely picture where the fats came from and build up.i often look in the mirror and see a very gigantic person in it,but sadly i'll deny thats me,and so i continue eating as though tomorrow will never come!Ironically,i was at my granny's house in wakaf bharu,and everyone was at the dining table watching telly.it was broadcasting the biggest loser,and they were appointing me to enter.i tried not to get sad,but deep down inside me,i felt intimidated and frustrated,how did i become this big?was it the fault of the genes of my dad's?why did i love to eat?and the list of questions keep popping up inside me.it really was a pain in the ass,and scarred every inch of my heart.but who was i to be mad too?because it was nothing but the truth.it was nothing but the reality.and sadly,reality does bite.and for a nearly a decade i've been shut in my cocoon and away from public having the lowest self confidence due to my size and weight.i am short and plump.i have the biggest butt in the universe and a very bad attitude,i guess.and i have been going on reminding myself to keep away from girls who are slim and gorgoeous.keep away from dudes who are total hunks.why?so i won't let myself intimidated and embarassed by them.and it suddenly smacked me in the face,for how long should i keep on being a total failure and leading a life full of misery?shutting myself from the world wouldn't do any good to me,instead it will make the condition worsen.so now,i'm really determined to shed the fats out of me,get out and have a life,enjoy the days ultimately.get rid of the sleeping addict in me and lets burn those calories.bye bye low density lipoprotein food and hello healthy foods!i'm no more the biggest loser!

Sunday, February 14, 2010

a couple days ago i was in the cinemas watching valentines day,the actors didn't fail to make me touched by the affection they showed of love.how reed didn't see the love of his life that was just in front of him and realized his best friend complement the missing part of him,Julia.Alphonso definitely proved that theorically best friends do end up being best partners.how kate suffered more than a decade not seeing he dear son,Edison.and Edison,no matter how small he is,he is still eager to open his heart to his valentine eventhough they had major age distance predicament.how honesty sealed the love between edgar and estelle also towards liz and jason.how the freshness of love is felt by the sweet felicia and willy where felicia carried the gigantic bear given by willy all day long!and also kara and kelvin who formerly were loners but managed to knit great love between them both.kudos to them!now,love.it is such a cheesy matter,yet either you're in love unconditionally or not,you can't hide yourself from it.the seeds of love grown in everyone is just waiting to bloom any seconds from now.we'll see of that later,wouldn't we?happy gardening everyone...

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

blend of cuteness and grumbles

just now you were soaring high above the sky,but a minute after you're down in the dumps.that's exactly what i feel right now.i'm left alone solving my puzzled labyrinth of thoughts.it's kind  of weird when you can't solve your OWN predicaments,trying to sound nonchalantly as possible,thats who i am.pretty tiring and pity isn't it?in bottom line,i just need a hiatus.thank god the CNY holidays are just any seconds from now.i need to sort out my priority.






talk about cuteness...