Saturday, June 18, 2011

| of shadows and mirage

in the name name of Allah the AlMighty,
Alhamdulillah,again its been a fortnight being in UPM and 'aal is well',but I loathe myself for the crap time management.The fact that I start class as early as 8 in the morning up until 7 night,and during the night I get tired and drowsy to even open my eyes so I end up sleeping eventually.theres never enough time to read the quran or books like raheeq makhtum or amru khalid's collection,theres just doesn't seem to have enough time to revise or to do df since there is still no usrah over here.but unfortunately there is always time to have fun or to 
talk,to laugh but most deceiving is that there is always time to gossip!
Astaghfirullah.


*weeping*


and I take back my tears and wipe the remainding ones,who am I to blame for being distance with Allah?who am i to blame if things aren't going well due to the bad strategy,who am I to blame for? tell me again?


even though it hurts and stings,there is someone to blame on,


no other than,


myself fullstop


I'm tired of being busied with the dunya,trying so hard to get good grades until you had no time to recite the quran,trying so hard to reach class early until you skip jemaah prayer ,and waking up so late due to the staying up all night to revise.what are all these for?


inner satisfaction!


and why inner staisfaction become so bad is because it makes us want to be seen flawless,it makes us want to look perfect and whats more unfortunate,it makes us become and ungrateful brat and someone who is never happy of anything they get,albeit as big as an atom.So,since Rejab is nearly an end and its slowly creeping into Shaaban,oh and I can already see Ramadhan peeping!How excited I am!Together lets spend most of our time devoted to our most Gracious,Allah!


sedang Muaz b Jabal sendiri mengingatkan pada sahabat lainnya untuk;
"ijlis bina... nu'min sa'ah.." --- muntalaq
*mari duduk sebentar, kita beriman sejenak..*

dan Ibnu Rawahah menyahut panggilan Muaz b Jabal ini dengan mengingatkan;
"ta'ala nu'min sa'ah... innalqulub asra'u tuqalliban minalqadr izha"
*mari beriman sebentar, sesungguhnya hati lebih cepat berbolak-balik dari isi periuk yang menggelegak.*



so lets together beriman sejenak and try to reveal our shadow so that we are not effected by our own shadow,InshaAllah

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

| wrapping paper

I've currently been in UPM Serdang for nearly two weeks.And since I would love to tell the whole story,i'll just draft out what had happened since the moment i stepped inside this magnificent university,mashaAllah.

I was situated in an apartment of people from throught malaysia,sabah bah,sus and tashia known as jiji ada,hangpa penang kedah si farhana and tasha ada,ekele budak johor sabrina ada,ambo wakil kelate and from selangor themselves hana and afiqah.

I managed to go through histology lectures,anatomy lectures,biochemistry lectures despite the tears accompanying me due to loneliness and tarbiyyah-sick moments, and most important learning amiyah masriyah aidhan!aywa!

I managed to touch a cadaver and I was so excited and got addicted withe the odour of formalin -_-",that is a good thing isn't it.

Despite me not able to complete my national service,not able to undergo extreme activities during biro tata negara,but alhamdulillah I got to feel the thrill of flying fox!

And funny,I was promoted by my own housemate,to be the vice president for the student council which i really despised at first,but then again,since I'm among the elders so I should be responsible since tanggungjawab lebih banyak pada waktu yang ada,so what more can i say than,Oh Allah,make me a responsible servant who does every single thing and walk every single step,because of Allah,Ameen!

Oh,and I managed to befriended with a sister from Guinea,now,ummi is not the only person I know in the family who has an african friend,I do too,her name is Kankou and I hope to see her often ,inshaAllah.

So there you go,a wrap up of my week here for this pre medic.pray for my journey and the brothers and sisters here too inshaAllah.

O mankind, indeed We have created you from male and female and made you peoples and tribes that you may know one another. Indeed, the most noble of you in the sight of Allah is the most righteous of you. Indeed, Allah is Knowing and Acquainted.
al hujurat:13

Saturday, June 4, 2011

| random sorrows


menjerit-jerit sampai kak long turun to scold
masak fritters
solat jemaah
girl talks
muka kau bulat,muka aku petak
gigi kau besi,gigi aku kapak
heart-to-heart talks
best friend pending
main mcm kat genting on wani's so long chair
paw makanan makanan korang
*teng teng teng* bunyi mayang ketuk koko krunch dia
kegagapan
kentut kau paling lite,aku paling busuk,kau medium
kau nak basuh kain,aku pun nak basuh kain jugak
mamak stall
RS
kau order aku,aku ambikkan
mayang,mayang sini sekejap
wani wani diam sikit
kiki kiki LOL,lawak giler


I miss ALU mara,I miss tangga 7,I miss budak2 level 1,I miss 7-1-A4,I miss my roomie,all of'em,buddies,girlfriends,AJGC,muharikah,anok mok.






| I am missing you currently


jazakillah for the drabble 3.2.I am going to store it since your name is embedded on it,i'll miss the constant wake-up calls and happy circles together.The laughters and the talks.