Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Say hello to syawal #1

The adikberadik

The ummi and abah

The abah and tok mok

The kakak adik

Ramadhan baby #yaseer usman

The ketupats

posted from Bloggeroid

Sunday, August 28, 2011

| Ramadhan treats

Alhamdulillah , I got a delightful visit from my uncle . He brought along his wife and two gorgeous daughters , ainul mardiah and ainul madihah.

They reached at around midnight , and after settling down , the parents slept , but the kids were up for work.It was really tiring since they really were unusually hyper , but its not often that I get visit from Sabah .

Anyway , its really sad Ramadhan is coming to its end *teardrops*

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

| a thought or two

al adiyat

By the racers, panting,
And the producers of sparks [when] striking
And the chargers at dawn,
Stirring up thereby [clouds of] dust,
Arriving thereby in the center collectively,
Indeed mankind, to his Lord, is ungrateful.
And indeed, he is to that a witness.
And indeed he is, in love of wealth, intense.
But does he not know that when the contents of the graves are scattered
And that within the breasts is obtained,
Indeed, their Lord with them, that Day, is [fully] Acquainted.

| the trails of love

 'sesungguhnya di sekitar arasy allah ada mimbar2 dari cahaya.Di atasnya ada kaum yg b'pakaian cahaya, wajah2 mereka b'cahaya.Mereka bukan para nabi, bukan syuhada.Dan para nabi dan syuhada cemburu pd mereka kerana kedudukan mereka di sisi allah. shbt b'tnya 'siapa mereka wahai rasulullah?' baginda bersabda 'mereka adalah org2 yg slg mencintai kerana allah, bersaudara kerana allah, and saling mengunjungi kerana allah.'
(hadith ditakhrij al-hafiz iraqi, prawinya thiqah)

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

| tips as medical students #1

| a land called paradise

| gone with the winds

It is a matter of shame that in the morning the birds should be awake earlier than you (Abu Bakr As-Siddiq)

My sister lost her handphone , and she was into tears when she called my mum.The hardcore and tough ifah turned into a delicate little sister all at once.

I'm sorry for the lost and trust me , its a little absurd since its ramadhan , but hey shaytan pun ada juga dari jinn dan manusia right?  i felt it to , some time ago , our feeling might not be the same but its similar.So , I'm glad you are all cool right now

Tertarik dengan satu statement that she wrote in her blog , 

"The outlook of things on the surface may not appear to be favorable & life is full of uncertainty. But worrying about things is not going to change anything or make anything better, in fact it's more likely to consume all your thoughts, and then at a time when opportunity awaits you, you will miss it because your focus is in the wrong place. Perception is key, do not perceive all doors locked, you have the key to one of them, you just need to believe.Change the atmosphere in your surroundings, & develop an optimistic outlook!"

She lost her most beloved gadget and InshaAllah , Allah will give a better one.

To me , be determined , Allah has better plans for me too.

| 17th Ramadhan

yes , we may be glad we can look all around us , of the magnificent creations of Allah ,
but alas, are we aware of those who can't?
yes , we may be grateful we could listen to the river flow ,
but alas , do we care to those who can't?
yes , we may be thankful to Allah we are still here to breathe His air and repent our mistakes ,
but what about those who are unfortunate and completely gone from this world?

to what extent have we helped the the people who are in need ?
(O Prophet!) Tell those of My servants who believe that they should establish Prayer and spend out of what We have provided them with, both secretly and openly, before there arrives the Day when there will be no bargaining, nor any mutual befriending.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

I Islam Itu Indah ~ solat(pt 3)

solat itu , kita yang butuh
bukan ibu yang menyuruh anaknya makan membutuhkan makan
tapi anak itu yang membutuhkan makan
bukan guru yang mengajar membutuhkan pelajaran
tetapi murid itu yang membutuhkan pelajaran

solatlah sebelum engkau disolat
persiapkan diri kita
bisa jadikan solat itu sebahagian dari kita . . .

| Islam Itu Indah ~ solat(pt 2)

sembang-sembang 16 Ramadhan 1431

solat itu merangkumi kesemua rukun islam
ucap shahadah , ada aje , sewaktu tahiyyat akhirnya
berpuasa , ada aje , kerna kita tidak boleh makan dan minum sewaktu solat
mengeluarkan zakat , ada aje , kerna kita menggunakan waktu kita sewaktu solat
mengerjakan haji , ada aje , kerna kita mengadap kiblat sewaktu solat

subhanAllah ,

dakwah itu seni
dan seninya itu kena jika kita membutuhkan islam , seninya kena jika kita ikhlas berdakwah.
jika semua umat islam faham islam , maka tidak mustahil , islam kembali sebagai the way of life .


| with love ...

I'm not complaining nor am I making jokes , but it ain't easy choosing . If choosing was like eating a cake , i would have done that on the dot , sadly , it isn't.And night after night thinking and seeking , I hope I made the right decision.Yes , I do think I'm making a big deal out of these , its because I hope our hearts are bonded forever despite the miles we are parted by , I love you for Allah's sake.

There is always two roads in choosing , will we choose the road not taken by others?

Have a nice Ramadhan Kareem :)

Monday, August 15, 2011

| insight guides

follow your heart , its pointed towards the left side of your body but it's always right -lyana hamid

its not easy to follow your heart , since you don't know if your heart chooses correctly or wrongly? thats why , my ummi always says , do istikharah continually and make du'a . whatever intuition you have after all those stuffs that you did , insyaAllah may lead you to the right path.

I'm not going there as a medical student only , I know I have a much bigger responsibilty , 

And (remember) as your Lord took from the Seeds (Or. sons) of Adam, from their backs, their offspring, and made them bear witness concerning themselves, "Am I not your Lord?" They said, "Yes indeed, we bear witness." (So) that you should not say on the Day of the Resurrection, "Surely we were heedless of this, ".

Not everyone gets to be in the wealth of Islam and Iman , so if you are in it , be grateful.

I have not much to say , except , make full use of Ramadhan (really talking to myself) and pray that every muslims get to meet , the night of lailatul qadr . InshaAllah


Friday, August 12, 2011

| between two destiny


whats next , to be in Egypt or India?

I chatted with my beloved sis 'ain

and she told me this :

masa rasulullah saw hantar mus'ab ,
rasulullah tanya mus'ab apa rujukan dia di madinah nanti ,
mus'ab jawab, apa yg dia peroleh dr tarbiyah dengan rasulullah dan juga ijtihadnya ,
dan rasulullah saw tersenyum dan melepaskan mus'ab pergi ,
dan apa yg dia peroleh dr tarbiyah rasulullah tu
antaranya tentang aqidah yg dirujuk dr al quran
jadi, sebenarnya mus'ab bawa al quran dalam dada dia

Wherever I go , I hope I bring along the Al-Quran with me too inshAllah.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

| of amporlo,high heels and terompah

Since little , foot wear has always been a big issue for me.Frankly speaking , because the shape of my feet is a little bit unique , I find it very hard to settle down with high heels and other shoes that are pointed.So right now , I am happy enoughto be with my amporlo (which are rubber shoes similar to crocs) just because it has a wide opening for the toes , and it enables my toes to breathe.Now , i find that high heels and terompah are very similar . Since terompah is usually found in masjids , i always hesitate to take my ablution in the masjid.Wearing them is a little scary for me since I always fear I might fall .And then , I'll end up with flat shoes ore easy said 'selipar jepun' instead.

So there you have it , foot wears.

In Malaysia on the behalf of my opinion , I find that many including me just see a big deal of it.Sometimes , some may have a whole wardrobe of shoes , just to match them with attires . If you wear limelight , then your foot wear must be a light coloured one and it depends on the event you are going whether to wear sandals,selipars or shoes.

This foot wear stuff came across my mind when I went to our surau , Surau At-Taqwa.Since its ramadhan , many ambush masjids or surau during night to perform solat terawih , and as excited as they are , I am excited too! Who wouldn't grab the opportunity of multiplication of rewards , right? So whenever wanting to enter the surau , you can see all sorts of footwear of people belonging to little kids and grown ups , and there are so many types , and so many colours with different shape and sizes , so I get awed.Subhanallah , the ni'mat Allah gives to us to wear whatever we want is huge!

Designs from Bata , Nose , Primavera , Vincci , Sembonia , Carlo Rino , Prada , Everlast , Crocs , Camel Active , Cotton On and the list continues are outlets selling foot wears , so you just name any design you prefer , in Malaysia semua ada!

But , have it ever come across you including myself that , Allah doesn't count what design we wear or how beautiful we look in it.He counts the steps we take to His road using our feet.

That , when we die one day , we won't have enough space to fit our wardrobes of shoes to bring along .

So , since its Ramadhan , lets increase our good deeds and regularly use our feet to get more and more rewards. just wear anything that comforts you the most despite what design it is and walk the steps to Allah's path.

p/s  I was even thinking of wearing the amporlo during Raya , tak kisah kan?

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

| wisdom teeth on guard

I went to the dentist today , and did scaling.Astaghfirullah,when I gurgled after the whole operation was done,a whole mouthful of blood was gurgled out and it had that rotten smell with it.

A few hours later , my mouth ached and my gum was sore . I couldn't talk and think properly since the pain was agonizing and too overwhelming.

two words describing it was : it hurst!

My mind ran back to friend of mine who just had a mouth surgery , I feel like I want to burst in tears whenever I think back of it.I mean , try imagining your mouth not able to function properly. , its so painful and I'm so awed with her spirits , may she be among those who are patient . Coming to think of it , your mouth plays a vital role in your daily life , you talk with your mouth , you smile with your mouth , you eat and drink with your mouth and you breath through your mouth too !

Too many things done with your mouth , so when your teeth are in pain , it disrupts the mouth's function and you might turn out as miserable  as ever throughout the period.

That's where you are so glad and thankful to be born as a muslim , because you know how to grateful and patient at the same time.

"hasbinallah wani'mal wakil"
cukuplah Allah sebagai pelindung

and its the truth.

To my dearest zawani ,

get well soon , i don't know how to express my endurance and hope that you'll get better as soon as possible , to be able to go through ramadhan with a smile and go to India peacefully inshaAllah.
kawanku dunia akhirat.

Love Aqeelah

p/s not to forget , since its Ramadhan and the pahala multiples as much as can be , among the simplest thing to do is by just smiling :)

smiling is a form of charity so spread the smile to everyone on this universe , inshaAllah , Allah counts each smiles that comes with a sincere heart , so utilise your mouth as much as possible.

Monday, August 1, 2011

| On your marks , get set , go ...

Allahumma innaka `afuwwun tuhibbul `afwa fa`fu `annee.

‘O Allah! You are forgiving, and you love forgiveness. So forgive me.’ [An authentic Hadith recorded by Ahmad, Ibn Majah and at-Tirmidhi.]