light upon light in Ramadan.

a week back in college was just a waste of time,classes cancelled every minute,tuitions was pushed back due to the responsibilty attending peer group counselling(pgc),and now its nearly the end of february?when i think back,i feel like i have done nothing worthless all february?it's creeping towards march and i'm really despising fesni and feskott!please don't force people if they don't want to!but then,i should give it a go and try to be as nice as possible to these to extravaganza festivals,but still,the coming pre As and As are still my priority.I'm not going to abandon them due to fulfilling the needs of these festivals.i really hope i do well.anyway,the not-so-productive-week ended superbly with having to meet the sisters from trisakti universitas in indonesia,one of these sisters was a former ktt student and she was actually studying as a poland bound student,but somehow,there were some complications and she ended in indonesia,nevertheless she loves being in indonesia,but it really showed that,we definitely have to plan and stuffs but the one determining is no other than Allah the AlMighty.we showed around ktt since she was so eager to reminisce her memories back then and while walking we shared stories about ktt and the other sisters(since she wasn't the only one to come,there were three more)shared about life in trisakti,how they had to really save money due to the high living cost there and their indonesian accent was fluent and we gaped in awe when they spoke indonesian.there were words like 'lambung' which meant stomach and we giggled a lot when we knew the meaning because it was super funny.then we went to the malay cafe to buy dinner and returned to ilani's apartment,they were going to spend the night there.we did some taa'ruf with harisah and her housmates and anis came,since harisah's housemates were indonesian bound,they were super busy and we rarely get to meet them,ann and faramie but we got to know them that night and we had super fun because they were really some crazy heads like us too!some times later,baby and sakinah,adie's housemate joined and we really got to know a lot of the 1-year student thoroughly,they were really cool and fun,but due to time constrain they had to act all serius and study 24/7.may they pass a levels examination with a relief.

later towards the night,i had to make a move since i had my own usrah planned with my own group who were all jpa and took dentristry,they were all india-bound too and they were really far from my stairs which is stairs 7 and them in stairs 2.so i spent a night in 2-2-a3,that was rain's apartment and had usrah with miza,yan,laila,rain and mimi joined us too,we discussed about shahadatul haq-which is basically about the first duty out of the five duties incumbent on every muslim.shahadah (profession of faith) or shahdatul haq -literally means to be the witness of the truth,whereby here,we,as muslims recite the shahadah to witness there is no god but god ,and rasulullah is the messenger of Allah.

أشهد أن لا إله إلاَّ الله و أشهد أن محمدا رسول الله

and the issue in our discussion was that,by reciting the shahadah,we actually are strengthening our 'aqad or tie with Allah.and when the worlds come to an end and we reach the moment where we know our fate to either  be dumped in to hell or to be brought to paradise.at that time too.if we worship allah and do good deeds,inshaAllah in no time we are brought to paradise,but if we don't worship Allah nor obey his rules,we are definitely doomed and are shoved to hell.but,unfortunately there will be some of us who will answer to Allah,that we didn't obey him because we never heard of Him before and we never even came across islam during all our life,so at that time,that group of people won't either enter paradise nor hell,but do we want that to happen?of course not!everyone will want to enter paradise right!so all in all,lets spread this shahdatul haq,so things like above won't happen.we don't want human's preach to overcome allah's preach.so to ensure that happens,We are the one responsible to spread islam to the ENTIRE world and not let one single human being left out.

وعن عمر -رضي الله عنه- أيضا قال: بينما نحن جلوس عند رسول الله -صلى الله عليه وسلم- ذات يوم، إذ طلع علينا رجل شديد بياض الثياب، شديد سواد الشعر، لا يرى عليه أثر السفر، ولا يعرفه منا أحد حتى جلس إلى النبي -صلى الله عليه وسلم- فأسند ركبتيه إلى ركبتيه، ووضع كفيه على فخذيه. فقال: يا محمد أخبرني عن الإسلام، قال: الإسلام أن تشهد أن لا إله إلا الله وأن محمدا رسول الله، وتقيم الصلاة، وتؤتي الزكاة، وتصوم رمضان، وتحج البيت إن استطعت إليه سبيلا. قال: صدقت، فعجبنا له يسأله ويصدقه! فقال: فأخبرني عن الإيمان، قال: أن تؤمن بالله، وملائكته، وكتبه، ورسله، واليوم الآخر، وتؤمن بالقدر خيره وشره. قال: صدقت. قال: فأخبرني عن الإحسان، قال: أن تعبد الله كأنك تراه، فإن لم تكن تراه فإنه يراك. قال: فأخبرني عن الساعة، قال: ما المسئول عنها بأعلم من السائل. قال: فأخبرني عن أماراتها، قال: أن تلد الأمة ربتها، وأن ترى الحفاة العراة العالة رعاء الشاة يتطاولون في البنيان. ثم انطلق فلبثت مليًّا، ثم قال: يا عمر أتدري من السائل؟ قلت: الله ورسوله أعلم، قال: هذا جبريل أتاكم يعلمكم دينكم رواه مسلم.

Also on the authority of 'Umar, radiyallahu 'anhu, who said: "While we were one day sitting with the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, there appeared before us a man dressed in extremely white clothes and with very black hair. No traces of journeying were visible on him, and none of us knew him. He sat down close by the Prophet, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, rested his knee against his thighs, and said, O Muhammad! Inform me about Islam." Said the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, "Islam is that you should testify that there is no deity save Allah and that Muhammad is His Messenger, that you should performsalah (ritual prayer), pay the zakah, fast during Ramadan, and perform Hajj (pilgrimage) to the House (the Ka'bah at Makkah), if you can find a way to it (or find the means for making the journey to it)." Said he (the man), "You have spoken truly." We were astonished at his thus questioning him and telling him that he was right, but he went on to say, "Inform me about iman (faith)." He (the Messenger of Allah) answered, "It is that you believe in Allah and His angels and His Books and His Messengers and in the Last Day, and in fate (qadar), both in its good and in its evil aspects." He said, "You have spoken truly." Then he (the man) said, "Inform me about Ihsan." He (the Messenger of Allah) answered, " It is that you should serve Allah as though you could see Him, for though you cannot see Him yet He sees you." He said, "Inform me about the Hour." He (the Messenger of Allah) said, "About that the one questioned knows no more than the questioner." So he said, "Well, inform me about the signs thereof (i.e. of its coming)." Said he, "They are that the slave-girl will give birth to her mistress, that you will see the barefooted ones, the naked, the destitute, the herdsmen of the sheep (competing with each other) in raising lofty buildings." Thereupon the man went off. I waited a while, and then he (the Messenger of Allah) said, "O 'Umar, do you know who that questioner was?" I replied, "Allah and His Messenger know better." He said, "That was Jibril. He came to teach you your religion."

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we ended the discussion with some overviews from them and then we had a fiesta!onie was preparing a late night snack of shells but the amount of talking exceeded the amount of eting,since i was new in that group,i got to know a lot about them,majority was from all4 and there were some form all5.they were really easy going and we chatted till late night and still we continued chatting.it was so late and everything was so quiet and creepy,i decided to overnight at mimi's apartment.it was until the next morning,that i got to know regarding najwa ns ,where she always return to her home in subang via ktm,and miza to klang via ktm too,so despite our long destination,we won't feel lonely since we could chat among ourselves.and that was what definitely did!i really enjoyed the trip and chats with you guys!so i reached home,but my journey didn't end yet,i tagged along with my ummi to jusco bukit raja,where my mum had to service the car and i still had to buy presents to ahmad,so me and my mum spent some mother -daughter quality time together and bought quite a lot for ahmad!haish....he's really spoiled due to being the only boy in the family.we returned home and celebrated his so called belated birthday with a cake and on top of it was a hot wheels car icing!i'm glad he enjoyed every moment.i know i did!i'll post the pictures soon,along with his friends.i think thats about it for now.




the apology was accepted.