| what am I waiting for?

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Sekian lama aku di jalan da'wah,
ku rasa himmah dan ketsabatan ku makin kendur
makin pudar dan semakin hilang serinya
kenapakah?
kenapakah...
seringkali aku ciptakan alasan di atas perangai aku sendiri
alasan 'tiada masa' , 'penat' , 'malu' sering diungkapkan oleh bibirku
maafkan aku ya tuhan
maafkan hambaMu yang lemah ini
pegang erat tanganku dan kemaskan hatiku untuk dituju kepadaMu Ya Allah
sesungguhnya , detik untuk aku tinggalkan syaaban sudah hampir , dan aku bakal menerima kehadiran cahaya Ramadhan tidak lama lagi,
amanahMu sentiasa diabaikan atau di ambil mudah
kini aku ingin menunaikan hak diri
untuk memegang erat amanah itu
sebagai khalifahMu dan sebagai abidMu

insyaAllah


hambaMu Aqeelah
shah alam
29 shaaban 1431

Comments

miza said…
wow jarang qq berpuisi in malay! boleh laaa :D :D
August 3, 2011 at 7:35 AM
Aqeelah said…
agak jarang jugak,maybe ni yang first ke second,eh kejap,asal bunyi pelik
'jarang qq berpuisi in malay'
LOL,mcam sebelum ni dalam omputih je -_-'
anyway,sama2 kita naikkan himmah tu ok :)
love you ukht
August 3, 2011 at 6:24 PM
miza said…
ade laaa..the one u wrote for me..hik shy pule..haha gedik :p
August 4, 2011 at 1:59 AM
Aqeelah said…
oh a'a la *blushes radiantly* simpan tau!
no no shy la you,from the botom of my heart :)
August 4, 2011 at 12:54 PM
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