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Ku merenungi segala dosa dosaku,
Aku menghitung segala dosa dosaku..
Sungguh ia tidak terkira,
Sungguh ia tak terkata,
Hidupku bagai hanyut,
Terumbang ambing dgn dosa.

Ku tidak tahan lagi hidup jauh darimu,
Ku tidak tahan lagi hidup dgn dosa,
Ku rasa hina malu denganMu,
Setelah apa yang ku laku,
Ku tak berdaya lagi,
Ku mahu kembali..

Ku merasa pilu melihat diri aku sendiri,
Ku rasa sayu hidupku tiada arah dan tuju..

Apa gunanya hidup ini,
Andai ku murka kepadamu,
Ku mula menyesali,
Ku menangisi dosa lalu.

Bebaskan daku,
Dari nafsuku..
Merdekakan ku,
Dari dosa noda,
Ku rindu padamu, Allah.
Bebaskanlah diriku.

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Whenever there are times we are out of our control. Whether its control of rage or desire. You just need to disconnect. And reconnect again.

Disconnect with those making you lose focus and to reconnect with Allah.

Jazakillah khair ukhti. 

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