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| if the pen writes, what the heart speaks.

Pernah terfikir,
aku tiadalah bakat untuk menulis tulisan himmah
dek kerana
lack in vocabs and lack in skills if presenting
dan tak tersampai pulak mesejnya

walaupun sudah berkali-kali mendengar daurah dan usrah
masih belum mampu menghasilkan tulisan yang totally ilmiah,
belum lagi,
mungkin nanti,
biiznillah.

tapi terlalu banyak benda dalam diri
yang tidak boleh dipendam
dan harus diluahkan kepada sesuatu,

maka terhasillah blog ini

luahan dan nasihat yang dilontarkan
dari hati yang nan hari cuba mentajdid niat
agar menulis kerna Dia

sewaktu scroll down, dalam newsfeed blog,
i went through a blog that was telling about her writing histories
which lead to what i am writing now.

She quoted,


"Semua penulis akn meninggal. Hanya karyanya yg akan abadi. Maka tulislah sesuatu yg akn mbahagiakan dirimu diakhirat nanti"
- Sayyidina Ali


Jazakillah khair awak ;)


Sometimes, I have to stare too long looking at the blank page
wondering what to write
wondering if my writings are not because of him
wondering if my words tend to be just some mixed up feeling of mine
wondering if i tend to blabber unnecessary things

wondering and keeping on wondering.

Oh Allah,
moga si empunya blog, dan andai ada si pembaca blog,
mendapat redhaNya
inshaAllah

Comments

NorAthina said…
masyaAllah... first time baca quote saidina ali tu..

motivate :)

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