Sunday, December 12, 2010

menara bangsa

alhamdulillah
i survived throughout the whole camp

jika ditanya skala yang di beri untuk BTN tersayang ni,saya rasa akan berlaku fluctuation di sebabkan beberapa perkara,mainly sebab fasililtator yang kadangkala beremosi yang kadangkala menimbulkan emosi di dalam diri sendiri ditambah pula dengan penyampaian yang pada awalnya neutral bertukar menjadi berat sebelah di dalam sesetengah situasi,bukan jurulatih-jurulatihnya sebab pakcik-pakcik jurulatih sangatlah terbaik punya!kemudian faktor-faktor peribadi which i really don't want to start telling about,they're just a bunch of jerks,so never mind.

jika diberi peluang untuk pergi lagi saya mungkin akan berdalih,tapi kalau Allah izinkan saya untuk menuntut ilmu di luar negara lagi,saya mungkin terpaksa pergi lagi.aduhai.

sebenarnya saya tertarik untuk bercerita tentang beberapa perkara,

I'm so grateful for pak sameon because,he chose me to be the chairperson in one of the talks,and that is a good experience,I've always wanted to be one,and I get to be one at last,

then,during Subuh on the second day,he talked about how we all felt a little forced up instead of being in Meru sincerely,thus he told us to refresh our niat,

"kalau kita niat lillahi taa'la,kita sudah dapat pahala,duduk atas surau ini,dan berniat i'tikaf,dah peroleh pahala,kan lebih baik macam tu"

and it totally touched my heart,I mean,its not like I wasn't being told about niat and stuff,but in such simple matters,I forget

and then,I learned and was smacked in the face that,I need to read a lot,and a lot as in loads of facts and figures that I should simply remember by the tips of my fingers,

how many people in malaysia?
what about the issue of perkara 153?
what about hak keistemewaan orang melayu?
since when agama islam was agama perseketuan not an agama rasmi?

and I learnt that,we need to be grateful of what we have,we need to appreciate all the accommodations given or whatsoever gifts we get from the government and serve the nation for the sake of Allah.

abah said ,

what I learn during usrah is practical,stuff in BTN is theory and reality,by the end of the day,I am the one who needs sorting out the facts,and take whats happening around me on the right track as a muslim,for the sake of Allah ,insyaAllah

kita sudah tiada perlu tidur,kerna mimpu sudah ada di depan mata

bangunlah wahai anak bangsa
bangkitlah wahai ummah
fastibaqul khairat
maka bangunlah orang orang yang berselimut(al muzzamil)

BTN Meru was just fine,don't get me wrong,and I must say the food was splendid.

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