the call

-
there's so much to be compiled this week,i don't think i'll manage to organize it as neatly as i think i can.i'll just blurt out ,whatever i think i want to say!first,i went on a picnic with my family,everyone was there!!!ummi,abah,ifah,yam and ahmad.una dear i know you couldn't come due to classes.but we'll have fun some other time,ok?well,back to the story again,ummi came with a basket full of delicous and appealing meals!we ate steamed chicken with rice,crabs,mini pizzas, and honey dew finished the day.it made me reminisce the days in pasir puteh,where i never went to picnics nor even went outings with my family.but i understood at that time it was due to distant predicaments.we went strolling near the rivers,captured a few shots,well i guess tonnes of them...credits to ifah and abah.and it was ended by a heroic act from me.we were jumping from stones to stones,and maryam kind of let her slipper loose from her feet,and the slipper drifted a way with the water,she panicked and didn't know what to do.so my dad was starting to get angry,but i managed to run to the other side of the river and rab a twig,fiddle with the slipper that was stuck on the brink of the river...and i got it!yeay! alhamdulillah.i wish there was picnic ,part 2!nonetheless,i got my baby back.she was looking smashing as ever.and i felt like i was given a new start.totally!that wasn't fully true but then again,i really missed my baby and using una's samsung was bugging me all weak,with no features and the difficulty of pressing the keypads,i won't see samsung so much after this i hope.well,then examinations over,and i never knew i did that bad for maths.i missed a few questions,got stuck on several and the rest remains history.i still remember ummi's words telling me,'qelah took maths as a back up right?but then , why is it scaring you off?'OMG i was dumbstruck,what my mum said was absolutely true,but that was way before pure maths was damn tougher than additional mathematics!well,i still don't see how its difficult but i'm having troubles coping with it.i'm off wandering how to repair the flaws in maths and to still take care of the other subjects welfare.i won't leave you guys.but i must say,before exams,i did concentrate too hard on physics and kind of missed the others,but it won't happen again.tuitions.money is flowing like fluids.who knew tuition fees cost a fortune? but i must say chemistry tuition is making me head over heels.i'm so into organic chemistry now and i think i love it more than the previous one,physical chemistry.with mechanisms to remember and analysing whether it has a chiral carbon or not or determining which way is trans and which way is cis.and now i'm stuck in my apartment scribbling on my blog.i'll be attending a convention in uniten,regarding the thought of as-syahid imam hassan al banna,and i'll dash back home to wrap up the weekends.everything will be normal by next week.fullstop. can't wait for another boring chapter in ktt.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

the diary of a wirawati

-
I was doing a sort of so-called spring cleaning where I found a book that looked pretty familiar. I knew it was mine but didn’t remember exactly what I wrote in it. As I started to read the very first page, I suddenly smiled and my mind sort of rewinded back the memories like a tape cassette. Well it was a diary that I recorded during my time at the National Service Kem PLKN Similajau.Beware what you’re about to read is a diary of a girl throwing her thoughts and not meant to hurt any parties. All written are based on a true experience except a little correction due to some grammar mistakes. Enjoy~ Hemingway once said life breaks us apart but the fallen bits tend to make us grow stronger and more willing to face the world .ups and downs in life are a norm and we are the one that will determine what we’ll be. The past few months had really changed and differ me being a new person Duh...those kinds of feels weird and innocent and that it’s totally not me!!!Well as a starting, my new year
Read more

light upon light in Ramadan.

-
Image
  It was not long before we were told that Raya was going to be a day earlier than planned and it was only 29 days of Ramadan. Many were devastated as it shows that lesser time to spend with the Holy Month, some because it meant the preparation of Raya needs to be hasten.  Thus what we need now is not to decide which sadness are we, but to keep on boosting the spirit of Ramadan, most important, the 10th last nigth which meant, the night of Lailatul Qadr.  I am super super excited but I know that my spirits are being a little burn out. I am starting to have that symptoms of lack of sleep, exhausted during the day, dehydrated, taking a while to read the Quran. My duaas are jumbled i do not know which to priotize, what if i ask the wrong thing, what if i dont ask the most thing that i need and want.  And i know, this cannot be it, the virtues of Ramadan are so so much but i am just slowing down. This cannot happen (i scream my lungs out as I freak my way out) I try to not hypervent
Read more

KTT's most wanted

-
Image
presenting 4 supernatural homosapiens!!! hamizah nadhirah zawani me its just nothing actually.but the bond that we cherished together is totally superb.no one knows how magnificent it is to see people from different part of the nation,meet up and blend in together.a relationship that is blessed by Allah.
Read more