amalgamation of thoughts

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!

in the name name of Allah the AlMighty, Alhamdulillah,again its been a fortnight being in UPM and 'aal is well',but I loathe myself for the crap time management.The fact that I start class as early as 8 in the morning up until 7 night,and during the night I get tired and drowsy to even open my eyes so I end up sleeping eventually.theres never enough time to read the quran or books like raheeq makhtum or amru khalid's collection,theres just doesn't seem to have enough time to revise or to do df since there is still no usrah over here.but unfortunately there is always time to have fun or to  talk,to laugh but most deceiving is that there is always time to gossip! Astaghfirullah. *weeping* and I take back my tears and wipe the remainding ones,who am I to blame for being distance with Allah?who am i to blame if things aren't going well due to the bad strategy,who am I to blame for? tell me again? even though it hurts and stings,there is someone to blame on, ...

I've currently been in UPM Serdang for nearly two weeks.And since I would love to tell the whole story,i'll just draft out what had happened since the moment i stepped inside this magnificent university,mashaAllah. I was situated in an apartment of people from throught malaysia,sabah bah,sus and tashia known as jiji ada,hangpa penang kedah si farhana and tasha ada,ekele budak johor sabrina ada,ambo wakil kelate and from selangor themselves hana and afiqah. I managed to go through histology lectures,anatomy lectures,biochemistry lectures despite the tears accompanying me due to loneliness and tarbiyyah-sick moments, and most important learning amiyah masriyah aidhan!aywa! I managed to touch a cadaver and I was so excited and got addicted withe the odour of formalin -_-",that is a good thing isn't it. Despite me not able to complete my national service,not able to undergo extreme activities during biro tata negara,but alhamdulillah I got to feel the thrill of fly...

menjerit-jerit sampai kak long turun to scold masak fritters solat jemaah girl talks muka kau bulat,muka aku petak gigi kau besi,gigi aku kapak heart-to-heart talks best friend pending main mcm kat genting on wani's so long chair paw makanan makanan korang *teng teng teng* bunyi mayang ketuk koko krunch dia kegagapan kentut kau paling lite,aku paling busuk,kau medium kau nak basuh kain,aku pun nak basuh kain jugak mamak stall RS kau order aku,aku ambikkan mayang,mayang sini sekejap wani wani diam sikit kiki kiki LOL,lawak giler I miss ALU mara,I miss tangga 7,I miss budak2 level 1,I miss 7-1-A4,I miss my roomie,all of'em,buddies,girlfriends,AJGC,muharikah,anok mok.

jazakillah for the drabble 3.2.I am going to store it since your name is embedded on it,i'll miss the constant wake-up calls and happy circles together.The laughters and the talks.