amalgamation of thoughts

i should stop doing this,the temptation is strong.thats a price you have to pay when you can't say No.Its simple, N and O means NO! no more of blogging? i suppose so. no more of getting to excited easily. no more not knowing what to do. exam is just within a blink of an eye. India anyone?

after the rain finishes showering the world,a rainbow pops out to put a smile on every faces,could I see one in yours too.

saying good bye or farewells always end up in tears,waving my atok and nenek good bye at the firefly subang airport made me put some courage to hold back the tears. would it be the last good bye? as the automatic door of the departure room closes and the image of nenek and atok fades away,i know i couldn't spill a tear,I'm big and grown up,why be so mushy over these kind of things. but my heart is spilled of love and tender towards them,they could win the world's best grandparents!but what did I do?I took their love for granted. I hope being the eldest among the grandchildren and being the trend setter.It ain't easy as it is all in Allah's power.He knows what will happen way ahead of us and thats the best for us.I don't want to take anything else more for granted. Nenek prepared the best dish before she left us.Nasi Kerabu. Nenek was so enlightened to see me,since I suddenly popped out of no where in the middle of the week. Nenek embraced me so tig

I know the fact that you hate changes and when I mention regarding it, you go ranting on about the changes that you mean are big changes and affects the life. But I'm just happy and glad you are willing to accept changes slowly . ” Get to know Allah ( s.w.t) in times of ease(when everything is good) and he will get to know you at times of difficulty.” Don't worry,stay calm and relaxed as Allah is always around,InsyaAllah.

“The shortest distance between a problem and its solution, is the distance between your knees and the floor. The one who Bow downs to Allah can Stand Up to anything.”

I wanted to meet nenek and atok :'( but I wanted to do something else,and I chose that instead.The thirst,the long walks,going in circles,bargaining here and there were all paid when seeing you with it.I was surprised you even wanted to tag along as I thought I was only going with her at first,and you even took three.not one.not two but three with a big T. and the fact that you just smiled and followed was so sweet.I love your company.You're not boring thats for sure. jazkillah for everything and May Allah keep us tsabat on this road.

Dearest Suhana and Aadila, May you both be protected by Allah and escorted by the angels,as all I can do is pray for you guys from afar! Good luck in India! Jazakillah to geng gula kapas for making my day !