The holidays are nearly over,which means that college is about to open again.am I ready for it?got several checklist before I go back read biology - chapter DNA do chemistry-practice examinations for chapter 1,2,3 do physics-Mr Zaini's compilation do maths-past years Q I'm nearly done with some yet there's still which I haven't even started.what a shame!Now I think I'm beginning to feel the heat of the journey towards being a doctor- insyaAllah.How does it feel when a relative of yours come to you with a smile and says while patting your back 'the future doctor,don't forget to give us treatments in future...heheh' and I smile and laugh back.Yet,when I sit back and think,wondering and realising how important this is ,not for my own bloody sake,but for the people around me.It effects me,in a way!My atuk and nenek aren't thoroughly well for the time being.its a norm of 'sakit orang tua' but they really hope to see me being their doc.my tok mok i