amalgamation of thoughts

Saat aku berkeliaran dimuka bumi, aku sentiasa dihampiri makhluk tuhan. Sama ada yang punyai barang yg hendak dijual sehinggalah meminta bantuan kewangan, dan setiap kali itu aku menolak dengan hati yg sangsi dan curiga Sindiket kah mereka? Betul2 susah kah mereka?  Dan macam macam lagi la monolog dalaman. Tapi aku lupa Sebuah kebaikan itu bukan dititip kira dari si penerima tapi sebaliknya sipemberi Buat apa bersangka buruk dengan manusia, saudara kita itu Andai itu memudahkan urusan mereka, bukankah kita tumpang bahagia? Dan kini, aku perhati sudah tiada yg dtg meminta, sudah kurang lubuk pahala yg satu. Adakah sebab aku kikir, tuhan berkira dengan aku? Maafkan aku yaAllah, kerna gagal menjadi wakil titipan rahmat buat manusia.

Pertama  Saya sebenarnya tak tahu macamana nak buat planad  Tak tahu macamana? habis selama ni buat macamana?? Gulp -,- Kedua Kalau awak pergi usrah tapi tak rasa betul-betul dibina, apa yang buat awak bergerak and keep steadfast on this road? AlQuran Ketiga Olafs night, nama program tajmik kitorang, senyum. Jeda. Why's the name so adorable? Some people are just worth melting for. Awwww Keempat Saya baru rasa gementar padahal insiden tu dah lama berlalu? Samalah  >,< Kita banyak sangat ketawa dan terleka; Allah remind terus, Agaknya kalau dia tarik nyawa tadi, apa perkataan terakhir kita ya?

I eventually reached Ipoh last night and after reading kafe biblioholic, i was so excited to reach novel hut and i did! Alhamdulillah, Only little did i know that it was only a small bookshop and it was situated among shop lots so it looked very humble with glorious books in it. I personally do think it was indah khabar dari rupa but who am i to blame, because i was the one putting expectations in the first place.Yet again, the writer described novel hut as such an amazing place and so cosy that i mentioned there were couches for you to sit, read and drift off to another land your personal read will take you too. And basically the reality of the place is, it looks too formal and bold, mph would be more enlightening, the racks have sharp edges, it looks stuffed, the labels are all in arial font or was it time roman. The books are a lot but not as many as i imagined -,-' and thank god it does have good codes so i can basically search through sysytematically , though it doesnt keep re...

There is one thing i want to ask from you; that is to teach me the essence of gratitude, Sure, if you are willing to be just a little patient to learn of it. Again teach me to do that as well; Don't you worry, we'll learn together,  because we both aren't teachers, we are preachers remember. My heart did a somersault and smiled.

If pinocchio was telling lies, his nose would grow and inch long by day, But if i were to lie, what would grow beyond its norm, would be a sin that can weigh out all the good deeds off! If i dont know, then i were to say i dont know, Berkata baik atau diam. Because today i tasted a pinch of death, I start to fear, what will my last words on earth be, Would it be about gossips? Would it be about backbites? Would it be about reckless and meaningless stuffs? Or something that takes me a step closer to remember Him. Allahumma inni nas aluka akhir kalamuna la ilaha illallah!

Because you do not want to be hurt, thus you back off. Hijrah itu perlu untuk permulaan baru. Bismillah,

A senior of mine is going to be wedded and her future zauj only wanted one thing from her, That is to have patience(الصبر) throughout their life together. I think this is so deeply romantic.